Did the blog title get your attention?
Do you know what higgledy-piggledy means?
We'll get to that in a minute.
I've been trying for weeks now to think of something to share
besides books. Not that I don't love sharing about books because y'all know I
adore books!
But life has not been all about books for me lately. If I'm honest
(and I always try to be), it hasn't been for a long time. I guess you could say
I've lost my book mo-jo. Not 100% but enough that I only aspired to read 20
books for the 2021 Goodreads Reading Challenge.
You see, when I get overwhelmed with life, my default mechanism
isn't to escape into a book anymore but to throw myself into
creating...anything. Whether it be bookmarks, teacup birdfeeders, mini albums,
cards, stitch work, or grab some paint and smear it, my hands want
to DO something.
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A fabric heart I made for a friend and I enhanced the image in BeFunky* |
2020 was a higgledy-piggledy year if there ever
was one, especially in my lifetime. A pandemic and way too many angry
political posts and people gave me anxiety way too often. I tried to withdraw
as much as possible. Is it even possible to withdraw in a lockdown???
Yep. It is. I think I've done more sitting and staring into space
and praying over the last year than ever before. Not that praying isn't a good
thing. It is. It's actually the one thing that can calm my anxiety over issues
I have no control over. And let's face it. That's most of life.
But I trust the One whom I'm praying to, and know that because he
spoke into existence the world and all its glory, and breathed life into man
(wow, that gets me even typing that out!), then he is for sure the One who is
in control. Not a single higgledy-piggledy thing that has
happened in 2020 surprised Him.
And nothing happening in 2021 is surprising Him either.
The latest higgledy-piggledy thing to happen in
our life occurred three weeks ago. We got a phone call from our daughter that every
grandparent dreads. Our youngest grandson (10 yrs old) was diagnosed with
severe aplastic anemia. That means he's had a complete bone marrow failure. His
body isn’t making any new red blood cells, white blood cells, or platelets.
Y'all, this is bad.
I mean life and death b.a.d. BAD.
The whole family is wrecked by this diagnosis. But my daughter is
doing a stellar job of gathering intel information on this disease,
handling the frequent trips to the hospital and clinic, all while being a wife,
and mom to three other children. She has great support from her husband who, by
God’s providence, is working remotely from home (and has been for much of the
pandemic), so for them, some things have not had to change on the day-to-day
running of the home front, which is a 3-acre farm!
Our only response allowable from this far away and during a pandemic is long distance support via texts, phone calls, and prayer. Of course
we know prayer is the best thing we can do! Our faith and trust is in the One
who is not surprised by any of these things happening.
Right now, our darling boy goes to St Jude’s twice a week for life-saving
blood and platelets. We are praying tests results come in soon, giving a definitive reason for the cause of this life-altering diagnosis. Our
hearts hurt for our sweet grandson and all this could possibly mean for his
future.
Would you join us in praying for him and the medical staff who are
caring for him? And for his parents and siblings and all the higgledy-piggledy thoughts and feelings
they are experiencing?
Oh, I almost forgot!
Higgledy-Piggledy comes from an unknown
origin according to *Merriam-Webster Dictionary, and was first heard around 1598
as an adverb meaning “in a confused, disordered, or random manner.”
I think we can all agree that 2020 was a confusing year with lots of disorder
happening in random places! ☺
The MWD (Merriam-Webster Dictionary) also lists topsy-turvy
as a synonym so I thought this quote appropriate –
“… our lives have been very topsy-turvy for
quite some time.”— Lemony Snicket, The Austere Academy
Thank you for persevering
through this super long (dare I say higgledy-piggledy once again?) post!!
By grace our spirits are lifted
and our eyes are fixed on Jesus–our Redeemer, our Rock, our Sustainer.
Images enhanced with the Mosaic brush in BeFunky photo editing program.
* “Higgledy-piggledy.” Merriam-Webster.com
Dictionary, Merriam-Webster,
https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/higgledy-piggledy. Accessed 23 Feb.
2021.